Secrets

She sits all alone, those thoughts to herself. 
No one knows what she's thinking, and they'll never find out. 
No one knows who she is, no one but her own self. 
She just wants someone there for her secrets to tell. 
She's tired of hiding these thoughts all inside, and one small burst escapes, as her eye slowly cries. 
And then she puts on a smile as she passes them by.   

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Autumn Adventures Arrive

There's something to be said about that cool crisp air,

the leaves crunching beneath you feet,

walks along the path of color blazing trees,

it's the season for warm boots and sweatshirts,

perfect for cuddling up in a blanket and looking at the stars...

It's all just fantastical

Not only does nature become stunningly beautiful,

life just seems to become easier, or at least more enjoyable...

It's football season and even when my beloved BYU team isn't doing so great,

I still love watching it (:

and yes it is nerdy but I love competing with the marching band,

the feeling of standing there waiting for your named to be called for awards,

standing there knowing there are thousands of people watching *me*

the feeling of performing it's great...

Anyways: As of September 23rd Autumn has arrived as so has all the adventures that accompany this wonderful season.

Small Joys

A text from "that one"

A hug in the hall

A smile from an old friend

A compliment from an unexpantant personage

A taco tuesday trip

A good score on a test

A walk with the cutest little brother

A positive attitude and

A optimistic outlook on life...

I've come to realize in my past bi-polar days that's it TOTALLY up to yourself to make life worth while It's no one else fault other than your own if you have a bad day. Now I completely undersand there's hard things in life and things that get all of us down, but when you look and recognize the small happy things in life you can't help but light up with joy. I have no real reason to be particualarly happy on this day. I mean I took 3 tests and have a ton of homework with a crazy busy life but I love it 'cause there's all those tiny moments of pure glee that I can hold onto through out my days that fill my soul with happiness.  

AWalkToRemember

Have ya ever seen that movie? Yeah well it's OneOfMyFavorites.

"love is always patient...

love is always kind...

it is never jealous...

love is never boastful or conceited...

it is never rude or selfish...

it does not take offense...

and is not resentful"

it makes me cry almost everytime... i watched it the other day with Kenz,

I love it no matter how many times i watch it.

Oh, and I wonder, do love stories like this actually happen..

well i sure hope they do

Might I just add:

-Long walks with you're friend and lazy dog are still great

-Sunday walks are very nice

-Watching your little brother walk to his

first day of kindergarten is crazy

-Not having to walk to the bus stop 'cause

you're newly 16 year old best friend friend

can drive you is pleasant...and scary

- and walking through everyday of life is an adventure,

and hopefully enjoyable one