yep, that kinda ruined my whole plan, but I've realized something else:
It's like I'm this little game piece, all part of his big game, and unfortunately he's a really good player. When I'm unimportant and no longer have a use, he tosses me aside.
And suddenly when a situation comes up, when he needs another piece, he takes the time to find me, and for some reason I'm so grateful for his attention that I don't even realize he's playing me, that he's using me... using me in a way that in the end is all for his benefit.
But now I see it. I can see that he really doesn't care about me, he cares about the end prize, he want's to be the winner, whatever that entails.
So I'm done, I'm done playing this silly little game and I'm finally taking control of my own life.
Game Over
...but I wish he'd prove me wrong...
Those songs that perfectly describe your life. :)
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one of the hardest things in life is knowing which bridge to build,
and which to burn...
