Sunday, January 13, 2013

I open my heart

I believe in a God. I believe that He sends certain people into our lives at certain times for a specific reason. There is no doubt in my mind.
Despite my efforts to be optimistic it was an awful day. And that day seemed to roll over into an awful week. I'd wake up in the morning to a bleak and gray sky, I'd try to find some sunshine but not one ray did seem to shine. My day would pass quite slowly, not a moment to enjoy but then there were some people who brought some gladness by.
For so long I've admired from afar, as many people do, she's kind and fun and always her- something no one else can be. We met in school and shared our stories and then we were good friends. I opened up to her and shared my feelings, a thing I rarely do. She listened close and shared her love, she really truly cares. And then we ventured and did some things that really made me smile. I'm not sure how she does it, but she does, and for that I'm truly grateful for. That day was dark, but that was changed when in the dark of night we ventured. Spontaneous
I want to be that person for others, one that they can turn to when no one else it there. I want to inspire others and share my joy and love. So many have done this for me, like you, so now its my time to do the same. I'm done being sad. I'm doing worrying about what others say. I'm done hating myself. I'm done hating others. I'm ready to love, to serve, and to grow. I'm ready to smile and share that pure joy. I'm ready to help those that are down 'cause now I know what its like to be on the ground.

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